eternidad de pasión

2006-10-14T09:35:00.000+08:00

drama series

life has been like a drama
series for the past few days. everyday there have been something new coming up.
For instance, new facades being released, new miracles, new people and many
more. the amazing part of it all is that it is all taking a very slow phase
which annoys the living hell out of us.y is it that u cant show who u are?y are
u playin with each and everyone of our lives?wat did we do to u

BITCH?If
u dare come face to face with us and we shall answer each and every question of
yours. y am I not surprise about what happened? y are u the main cause for
everyones fight or breakup? does that means u r lieing or they are lieing...but
confusion is that everyone is tokin abt u...but they dont have any enemity with
u so y? u are so like a hindi or tamil movie bitches whose main motive is to
spoil friendship and breakup ppl.well too bad as u cant do that to me, as we noe
that u r a bitch n will alwys stay one.y r u lieing to someone who is supporting
and has love,friendship and full trust for u? that poor gal did not do
anything,instead she treats u like a gem and look wat u came out to be, s piece
of rotten rock. it is true to find out both side of the story,many ppl have to
came to tell us thiers, y not u!!! is it cos u r the main lie? ur name has been
everywhere for the rong reason.

u said it right, that she is
ur frien,but wat abt the part that she is lieing to u too. u say listen to both
side of the story, then y dont u? y not all seat on a round table and tell our
side of the story.after that, if u fight or be friens again then so be it rather
then all the complication in our daily life and new problem arising.Lets solve
it once n for all. come on the table if u dare to speak the truth, cos thats
where we shall see who is right and rong.

2006-10-12T14:12:00.000+08:00

buuzzzz....

12 oct 06

Got so much to tell about
this past three days so I'am goina write 3 blogs..each including each of the
day. had a buzzing day...from morning till night.UNBELIVABLE that so much has
happened in jus one day. 1stly in the morning got late for skool as I was
packing my bag for the evening. The whole day went as per normal but there were
so many calls to make. After skool thana babes had UT thus we waited for her as
she was following us too. Many facades were revealed but none of us were
bothered as we were far from it.

Knowing that Soni will be
meeting us lata at the place itself, Thana n I decided to go over to his place
to get ready as we did not want to change in skool. The moment we went there,
many plans changed, n thana n I ended up taking a bus no. 98 to Jurong Point and
he going home. The last thing we needed was our plans to spoil. Based on HIS
discription we took the 98 and jus went with the flow. On the way..my handphone
had to screw up (battery went flat) and I had no way to contact anyone when I
was the center per for everyone to contact. I had no choice and borrowed Thana's
phone to call everyone about it all. We felt so bad for gettin late but we had
no choice as we had last min changes.while I was making call, we realised that
we were not where we were supose to be. After asking the bus driver, we realised
that the bus didnt go to Boon lay,instead we ended up in some Industrial area.
The whole area was so ULU...n we so wanted to kill him, as it was not fair cos
he gotta take shower n all, but we were all tired and sweaty and he gave us the
rong bus to take and we ended up at the rong place. with fear and anger I n her
took a taxi all the way to our destination. there we ended up gettin ready in a
mac..the last thing I wanted was to get ready there..however everything went
fine.

we went there...had lots of
fun..lots of dancin...Buttons...with cat walking with thana...n dancin with the
rest...happening to the max..had no mood to go home and neither did we realise
that the time passed so fast...it was that happening...that i cant experess the
excitment in words...after tat had a bloody hell time to get a taxi...poor thing
to Jd as he had bend down jus to prevent her mom from seeing...hahahaha...funny...after
that was all a mystery and neva to be told...was so tired that I realised all
the pain in my body only the moment that reached home n knocked out...had
the most beautiful sleep...**GRINZZ**

2006-10-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

nEvA sAy gOoD bYe

its amazing that if u tell the truth it is rong n if u lie then it is also
rong...so where r we suppose to settle it all? shld we follow the right path or
the rong..in one way or another u will have to hurt one per or another... this
world is build on the base of pain, torture, love, hated, sarcasm, greed,
betrayal and many more...but does that show that we sacrifice ourself for all
this reason in order to neva experinece all this? this is a part n will alwys be
part of our life...

jus because one per does something to u doesnt means that
everyone will be doin the same...iT wAs after a long time since we sat like this...dont u miss those beautiful
days that we had together when there was no sarcasm or double meanings? dont u
wish that those kinda days come back again...well its all up to an individual to
whom they wana be..cause no one can force anyone to love,hate or do somethhing.
despite all this, there was something diff abt u that i had neva seen in u...u
were extremely quiet n not the same old per that i used to noe...does that show
that u r no more the same old per that I use to know? however at the end it is
all about our own life ...we r like passengers on a bus who alight at our
stops.... no matter how far we go...or even if we dont tok or see each other
much...make sure that there will neva comes a day that u will have to say good
bye...u play a special part in each n everyone of our lifes....

its been a tough day todae...with
so much of planin to do...firstly to plan a special surprise which has many
doubts...we had so much of changes to do...now it is all a qns on wat to
wear?where to meet n how to go? but all this qns will be ans when the day
comes...hopefully it will be buzzing day with each of us playin our part on
it...lets look for wats up..beside this..there will be a huge risk taken...lets
see if all works out well...neva will i get this chance...will tell more abt it
when it is over...jus pray that the time stops when the whole scene is being
produced....cant wait...sooo...excited...aahahhh...ffeeell like screamin......bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2006-10-09T22:28:00.000+08:00

nO pRomiSes

hey baby when we are together to end things, that we love. everytime u r near
i feel like iam in heaven. feeling high i dont wan to let go boy,i jus need u to
know boy i dont wana run away,baby i dont wana need tonight...no
promises...baby...now i need u all the time,i jus wana die in ur arms, here
tonight. i dono wana run away i wana stay forever n time n time no
promises i don wana run away. i don wana be alone,no promises...baby i now i
need to hold u tight now n forever my love...no promises...i jus wana die
in ur arms...

2006-10-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

Confusion

mmm...my mind is

startin to wrk but I dono wat to do...it will be risky however it is a once in a

life time experience that i might neva get...eerrr...i need to tok to J D to get

it off my mind...y havent he call...he must have finished his wrk...so much of

confusion...wat to wear, when to wear..where to go...eerr...i cant wait to tok

to J D abt it...where r u...PANDI...faster
call me la...got so much to tell u...so excited....but now I'am thinkin wat to
wear to skool tomalo...mm..shall i do it with pink or brown?

2006-10-08T19:49:00.000+08:00

sick out...

iT was extremely a sick day...had a fever from morning n a bad flu....eeerr...i
hate being sick...but love the part when everyone takes care of u n call u to
check on u...hahaha...lata in the evening part...i toked to my galfrien...khusbu..oh
boy...we cant stop once we start...she told me abt the plan on tuesday....well
here I come buzzin....zzzz....hahahaha....I'am sure it will be a lot of fun as our
clowns kumar n Dinesh will also be cmin dwn...beside this, we toked abt the pest
in our life...guess wat, that pest is trying to suck on my blood but...B.E.W.A.R.E
as here comes my hand n it will hit u till u get squash...its amazing how many
diff kinda of facades u can put on...well...too bad as u cant trick me cos u
have already been tricked by ur own life.

did some massive cleaning
of the house...cant belive....then belive it...i guess i cant see a dirty house
jus like my mom... when my mom used to clean the hse, I used to think that it is
a waste of time...but now I realised that Me,Myself n I cant live in a dirty
house..so got up n cleaned the house till it looks sparkling clean...iam sure
someone shld be proud of me for doin this kinda stuff...

iT's true that there is alwys two side of the story...but when this kinda
thing happens, it alwys brings along a qns with it...n the qns is***WHO TO
BELIEVE ?***shall we attach a truth detector to each of them who is in the story!!!but y shld we when we can see the obvious...it is possible if a person
makes a mistakes n is complaint by 1 per...but wat abt the fact that if the same
mistake is made again however this time round the per who complains is someone
else. doesnt that show that there is something rong with the per who is the
cause of the complaints...if one person is saying..then it is okie...wat about
if three or four people are saying the same thing about him or her? so...who
shall belive this time round?

y is it that they cant
express their feeling?y...r we women able to do it so easily? due to this, there
will alwys be mis-understandin for the fact the u dont miss me...or even that u
might be doin something so much more impt then me...its been funny since the
time skool re-open that u have started to be TOO busy...u have told me that ur
wrk start an hour earlier n that we cant meet on certain day...is it cause u
dont wana be with me or is it cause there is someone else in ur life...many
toughts cm into our mind cause we r too free...but at the end of the day I have
full TRUST
in u...n will alwys
have...u r mine n will will alwys be mine...neva will I allow any dark shadows
to fall upon u or to let anything or anyone be the cause of u tearin. I will
also go to the extend of snatchin u away frm god cause he dosent deserve u..but
I do...u r like the shine in my eye which cannot be removed. iT's cos of u that
I have learnt to smile n live..neva will I stop being devoted to u...as u r
worthy of each n every prayer that i prayed for u...

2006-10-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

I don't want to go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what
is on my mind

Seems like everybody is breaking
up

Throwing their love away

I know I got a good thing right
here

That's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better

I'm going to stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I'm going to stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I'm going to stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this
way

I'm going to stick with you

I don't want to go another

So I'm telling you exactly what
is on my mind

See the way we ride

In our privated lives

Ain't nobody getting in between

I want you to know that you're
the only one for me

And I say

Nobody's going to love me better

I'm going to stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I'm going to stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I'm going to stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this
way

I'm going to stick with you

And now

Ain't nothing else I can need

And now

I'm singing 'cause you're so, so
into me

I got you

We'll be making love endlessly

I'm with you

Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me

And that's all that counts

So don't you worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me

And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better

I'm going to stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I'm going to stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I'm going to stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this
way

I'm going to stick with you

Nobody's going to love me better

I'm going to stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I'm going to stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I'm going to stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this
way

I'm going to stick with you

2006-10-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

fOrGeT N fOrGiVe

iS this what is left in our
life...?PROBLEMS...they come from no where...n neva stopping.the only ans to all
this problem is to run away from them...is this the only way? y not face them...n
dare to challenge them eye to eye!.....***BRING
IT ON***.... Challenges bring in the spice in our life...so wat abt sugar? which comes in very lil quantity
but when it comes..it is neva forgettable...well I guess god made it in this way
so that we wont get diabetic...as too much of a good thing is NO GOOD!!!!

hottest topic of the sem..fOrgEt n
foRgiVe...but is it Ok to forget what u did to me...?those stares, toks,
cunningness n the facade that u put on...UNFORGETTABLE... who shld we
forgive..the one who deserves it or the one who does not...wat if he or she does
the same mistakes again...wat guarantee can u provide me...it is easy to tell
others to forgive or forget...but when it is categorize under ur situation...u
do not implement it...y?...double standard...like they say..if god can forgive
her or him, y cant u...well the ans for that is GOD IS NOT LIVING MY LIFE but
I"AM....I know who is right n rong...god is jus sitting up there...with
motivation of seeing us in pain..However, at the end of the day, I'am not that
bad after all..I will only forgive those who
DESERVE
it as
forgiving does not erase the bitter past. A healed memory is not a deleted
memory. Instead, forgiving what we cannot forget creates a new way to remember.
We change the memory of our past into a hope for our future....n
please dont think I'am not wat I show...cos...I tell it on ur face...BUZZ OFF...

sO when is all this prob
gonna end...y do u get tears for something u did not do...wat if the other per
is doin it..I dont deserve this...I wan that one month that I had with u...it
was the most beautiful part of my life...n will alwys be...no disturbance..no
tension n jus MISSING N LOVING...I want those days back...I dont wana get
tangled up again in unnecessary problems that r not even mine...cos now it is
only about U n I.

I will neva let u be a
memory...

2006-10-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

A kiss is just
a kiss till you find the one you love.

A hug is just a
hug till it's the one your thinking of.

A dream is just
a dream till you make it come true.

Love is just a
word, till it's proven to you.